| its been almost a YEAR since i've updated. aint that craazzyyy. but let me tell you has it sure been one hell of a year. soooo much has happened not too many good,more bad. but its life. i've learned to live with it. i carry this burden with my all the time everyday everywhere. and i am NOT waiting for ANYONE to lift it up off my shoulders. its mine to deal with blehh. thats pretty much how i feel! </3 to be continued... |
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| so im totally due for a blog for old times sake =]
reading back all the memories and stuff.. makes me happy yet sad
im really missing you, but please tell me how you feel before it too late.
anyways. all ive got to say is i love my friends =] and im kinna excited yet not for school to come!! hmm so much stuff going on but its nice knowing that they're there are the end of the day =] ive seen us go through so many changes its crazy! i miss people though ... i wish we could all just hang out one day ! hehe but seriously though im so afraid of losing people.. one of my biggest fears...
anyways im a changed girl.. for the better =] and i think you'll find you'll love me even more than before! haha seriously its cool, feeling down? ill for sure brighten up your day!! need a friend? im your girl !!
later dudes
-the big ball of energy named clurrr =] |
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| woahh so yah, i totally havent blogged in forever!! we're only 2 months away from the end of sophmore year. its crazy how fast highschools blowin by.. i wish it would slow down yannoe? yeah well it jus hit me why i stopped doing this.. blog=boring lol but yeah . jus goin with the flow.. my 16th bday is coming =) in the midst of finishing the list of invites!! stay tuned for more details
-clurr |
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| 9 months today =)
.. and stillll feelin very much-o hehe |
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| soo..
just wanted to do a short blog so that i can look back read through and remember all about what happened on this day. So its wednesday may the 25th and it was our last day of school , my last day of bein a freshman at OPHS but i will be back next year !! today was fun chilled wit ken before school started talked en junk nd saw someone who was actin quite shady but its koo aint talk to that person all day... anyways saw kevin nick camren en brandon they left soon after the bell rang.. sed bye to ken en went to homeroom to chill wit alana banana turned in my lock en headed off to take my 5th period exam, it was hard in but oh well afterwards played BS with kevin johnny leonard en chasity ... didnt really wanna play cos im a bad liar lol but turned out pretty good =] hmm forgot to take pictures.. pissed me off but oh well sed goodbye to everyone i wouldnt see in my next period nd anyone goin to different schools.. then off to last period to take my last exam it was easy pulled off a good B for not studyin.. chilled wit eskimo en lauren shes goin to snyder next year so ill miss her and laughin wit her and eskimo is going to some other far away weird skool but ch'yea it was pretty cool just went right home and on the busride home i just sat looking out the window thinking about how it didnt feel like summer to me. Hmm yet now i still feel like im goin to skool tomorrow lol but im still glad im not ^_^ anyways got home drank some koolaid with my dad cos we're cool lol watched fullhouse fell asleep en woke up wen my babe called me.. after i fell back asleep then wen i woke up got ready en started walkin to codys house .. hit up that party with my babe en some of the now 9thgraders lol felt awkward en outta place but its strate lots of ppl there..only knew some haha only chilled for a lil while cos i had to leave en take my test to get my permit..sux cos i failed the vision I NEED MONEY TO GET GLASSES cos SOMEBODY stole them
>=[ grrrr so pissed i passed the road signs en road rules only missed 2 on tha road rules but yeah gotta go back soon to actually get my shit. blehh that made me feel kinna blue but oh well .. umm picked up aaron on my way home en jus chilled wit him for awhile =] it was fun.. always good times with him but then he had to leave me but its ok hehe i miss him tho...
anyways. well thats pretty much how my day was.. i think this week i will be hittin up the beach atleast once nd i think thats saturday for sum beach party dunno watelse.. but yea hopefully this summer will be tyte even tho NiNi is gay lol jk i luv u nini but yeah shes leaving me in like a lil over a month rawr junk piss me off im gonna miss her fo sho.. one of my first friends down here even before i moved here lol but yeah hope everyone has lots of fun this summer jus hit me up if ya'll ever wanna chill =D im sure ill have time while im putting off reading that terribly long book the once and future king......
peact out
*mwuahz |
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